When I Look Back, I Realize He's Just Mud

When I Look Back, I Realize He's Just Mud Plot:

Lin Xiaoman spent five years doting on her boyfriend Chen Mo like a mother—paying his rent, covering his game debts, even secretly giving him her three-year down payment savings for his “startup dream.” She kept telling herself, “He’ll change.” Until her birthday night, when she pushed the door open with a hot cake, only to see him with a stranger girl on the sofa she bought, holding her empty bank card. Chen Mo’s first reaction wasn’t guilt, but yelling, “You’re back too late and ruined the mood.” At that moment, she suddenly remembered: every fight he blamed her for being “too strong,” every reconciliation he used “I can’t live without you” to trap her—turns out, it wasn’t love. It was mud clinging to her as a lifeline, refusing to stand on its own.